unreal

My mom passed this afternoon. It doesn’t even seem real. We went to her apartment and it just felt like we were waiting for her to come home. We had so many plans and I just feel so empty that nothing came of them. I don’t have a single picture of her holding Lilu, even though she did many times. I think I feel more upset about that than anything. And she was only 65 years old. I already miss her so much.